When a male or female is not paired up , it is as unnatural as thinking Noah chose 2 males or 2 females of the unclean kind to save a species. Even the unclean deserved a mate in my God’s view. Few people enter this world under the realm of ‘clean’, that is into a family that has kept the laws of clean and unclean properly. The word properly includes not artificially narrowing the food laws by saying you can’t have cheese on a beefburger. Those who are born into Torah-keeping families do not always ‘follow suit’ as they should in a Sheep’s head game, and rather play poker with ungodly trash. My family lineage is most likely from the scattered tribes, and as it was with Rahab, one good decision by a sinful woman to turn around and trust men of holy valor can save an entire household. Those who are of Nazi mindset try to discourage or prevent a pattern of honoring the God of Moses, who is also the God of Reginald Howard White,but is not the god of the Washington DC White House occupant(s).
Lost but not forgotten. Exposing my son to the week of Sukkot was my duty, but his response to it was defiled by his wife’s traditions. He is dead to me, but alive to the world, the opposite of being ‘dead to the world and alive in Christ’.
When I left Milwaukee on Labor Day weekend of 1996, after repetitive failed attempts to keep my sanity while fighting to live within a system that was anti-Torah, it was a flight, not a fight decision. I had in fact had visions of disaster and war, but such visions were counted as an outcropping of a form of temporary brain failure. Maybe that’s what happened to Peter ‘the apostle’ as well. Starting over in Wausau, Wisconsin area was not as tough as trying to start over in Charlotte or here in Michigan, because my family roots were in central Wisconsin and I had family and friends in the area. Once I got a job at the local Powerhouse gym, a group of misled ‘Sunday keepers’ accused me of taking the job just to find men. Number 1, an abandoned woman is not forbidden from desiring a single man. The probabilty is that both will be unclean, and then the chances of both becoming clean are very slim. I was insulted by some men, and treated kindly by others, just like any unholy ground zone. Before I met Shane Hendrikson, I had dated a man who was in the Marines, by the name of Jeff Sonnentag. He was not the best looking from a facial perspective, but indeed was very fit and strong. He was thoughtful in some gifts that he had chosen for my son, as well as for me. One particular date, we went to an antique show at Marathon park, where I bought an iron coat rack, very useful, and something that Shane Hendrikson decided to keep for himself or give away, just like the beautiful Mitchell Leather briefcase I designed and had subcontracted in Milwaukee. I had invited Sonnentag to the religious meeting of the Sunday keepers, just as I felt was proper based on my faith at the time; forms of trying to ‘save’ people have been going on since the time of Lot. It was a form of trying to test spirits when it comes to the attitude a man has toward the Bible and its contents. Sonnentag did not go the way of the ‘Friends’, and his view of Shania Twain was spiritually toxic, as he looked at her as a type of goddess rather than try to understand and be taught about the dangers of lusting after simple, harlot type women. He, like many of the USMC (Uncle Sam’s Misled Children) had pornography books in his house, and upon that knowledge, I knew I no longer wanted to take any chances with him involving my body. I tried to redirect him toward a co-worker named Penny who was a Dallas Cowboy fan, and that didn’t go well either. I wish no evil against Sonnentag or Penny, but my honesty concerning dangers is much better than some script where people are defiling themselves by portraying anti-Christ in many forms.
I then tried a singles dance route, and met a type of Rhett Butler, known as Robert Parker, a former basketball coach at UWSP. He was very attractive, articulate and a Democrat as I recall. We had a few dates and became ‘engaged’ by spiritual standards, but there never was a wedding. It seems he had a hairdresser companion who kept his heart although he was playing the field like a prodigal. To his credit, his ex-wife was supported financially, and he did not insult me when I tried to convince him of the errors of his ways while at dinner Tony Roma’s in Stevens Point. Since my divorce, I have tried to see if the seed of faith I shared with him was kept or taken because it was on rocky soil, but never was able to ‘double check’ on him like a good disciple. He was a typical Lutheran at heart.
The details of Shane Hendrikson are contained within many of my writings, and he is a form of a Lex Luther. Factual information helps much more than creating villains that are imaginary and which then detract you from focusing good offense on actual villains and enemies of marriage, the commandments and Truth. After asking a friend to go to my church onyx-based church assembly early on the sabbath, rumors may spread just like they did when an army nut case and former FINANCIAL partner of Kevin Hermening joined my for a dinner, sports activity, and Papermaker game. We never were ‘engaged'(intercourse) and he said his last name was Kussy, but I don’t recall his first name for some reason. He did swear a lot, but the military veterans are not renowned for having control over their mouth or their spirit. Dave Taylor from Michigan looks very different from Dave Taylor, my friend in Milwaukee who I used to baby-sit for, but mentally, they are about equal as I see it. David Taylor from Milwaukee has a diseased condition which prevents him from getting employment, while Dave Taylor from Michigan has done well in employment up until now. I tried to teach ‘Boston Dave'(the one that went to the church assembly with me) about the tribe of Dan, and shared with him my intellectual and spiritual views of hockey. He used to work for a family with Judaic tradition, and was familiar with their ability to spar through an intellectual discussions, not physically hurt each other, and agree to disagree. I already know that Dave Taylor is not a romantic interest for me, and I need to let him know that as soon as possible, in the hopes that I do not lose his friendship or respectful attitude because of it. He does have a peaceful spirit, good hockey knowledge and can read situations differently than I can, and is the type of person that could have made a very good police officer and squad partner had he gone that route.
As I prepare to go on a mission trip to Auburn Hills on Monday night, I went ahead of time to check out the enemy turf. The Pistons, like Jerry Jones, have chosen to go the way of a King Herod environment rather than a classy and decent athletic event. The ticket salesperson was honest and hopefully does not lose her job for concurring that the cheerleaders are harlots. A young misled man named Steven Timm also worked in such an ungodly environment(a movie theatre), but his parents are Christmas tree huggers and chose to reject my warnings as well. What I choose to wear to the game is like deciding which tribe of Israel attitude I need to face Goliath spiritually, but not harm the flesh in any way. The team I used to watch carefully in grade school will be in the area, and I rather represent the brave than a bomb bursting in air. If only I could meet a man who was equally brave when in the danger zone of adultery, fornication and the Dallas Cowboy/Dallas Cowgirl virus, which is more dangerous than any Bible verse I will choose to quote. A parking lot attendant was informed of the inner spiritual dangers and tried to quote Bill Cosby to me. Bill Cosby is as derelict and reprobate as anyone else who has played house with another man’s wife. Do not be deceived- actors mock God, and will lose. The only ‘win’ Jack Nicholson might see is Antoine Winfield or Oprah Winfrey, as his type is a curse on the nations rather than a protected saint.
At the very least, anyone who knows me from the past, also knows that my mind is not losing the battle when it comes to memory skills or the ability to correct and change past patterns that were detructive, which is exactly what such decent professionals like Mark Becker try to teach their clients to do. Mark Becker, my former counselor, is worth more than any former attorney I had overpaid in any of my past legal situations. I am not jumping onto some Judaic add-on festival as I continue my days here in a sober and righteous frame of mind with a very delicate framework of support around me. Like a cactus in a the Mitchell Park domes, I hope to thrive in an area that still contrary to my nature. It is about 5 months until the new year begins for those who are of Dinah, Gad, and Joseph disposition. A wise warning to the Mike Clayton Crest group who may have gotten pulled into a 9 F-troop group instead of remaining with the narrow route of 7feasts, while understanding the 2’s to be of Simeon.
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