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Hooters typifies the problem with the USA Military when they offer free meals in their whorehouse to mentally unstable veterans. A veteran who recovered from a pattern of beeiving lies that they were working for ‘good’ has no problem avoiding the traps that boost their pride but never save them. Hooters, like Hardee’s or Dan Patrick, set obvious snares for simple-minded ‘veterans’ of pagan war who prove they are neither saints nor moral heroes as soon as they cross the line into another version of a Playboy channel. Then there’s less obvious snares….unjust scales that divide a families who were formerly united.  Please remember that in Hebrew, Moziny ( Mosinee, Wisconsin)  means ‘scales’, not the servant of Elisha the prophet.
It’s fine to  compete against local sports figures, but don’t let them believe they are more important than a human dish washer or a human floor scrubber.The preamble is over.
You didn’t write the original Ten Commandments. Don’t change them. Moses broke them(the tablets), so he might be least in the kingdom of Yehovah, but he did serve Yehovah.

‘Little House on the Prairie’ aired a program depicting an 80-year woman named ‘Amy O’Hara’ who announced her ‘funeral’ in order to get her children and grandchildren to visit her while she was alive. Although I won’t announce my own funeral, I do not want to part of any religion who rejects the importance of spending some time each year with your living parents if they are willing to RECEIVE you.  Yehovah wants his SEEDS to set aside 7 major sabbaths to keep prophecy in mind, but also wants his children to set aside weekly rest with family members and people who have ejected themselves from Babylonian Sunday programming designed especially to lure you away from the discipline and purification process that Yehovah offers to anyone on earth who is willing to approach his team, of which I am only 1 puzzle piece.

I am  intelligent, a holy woman of courage and have been corrected by a good, very stern and Holy Lawgiver. Age and lack of being ‘debt-free’ does limit what I can accomplished.  The enemy has caused me to fail in the past, but I was not equipped due to an anti-Torah upbringing.  The precise reason I never again want to refer to myself as a ‘Christian’ is because the 2 families that I know revere their Sunday Christian church gatherings , namely Mr.   Richard  Hendrikson of central Wisconsin and  Mrs. Robert Holman of Idaho, show NO real concern about me anymore even though they had been considered very important parts of my family tree prior to ‘Christian’ Shane David Hendrikson’s blatant rejection of  the commandment from Yehovah.

My enemies wanted me to remove this blog, part of my history, yet they have not even been willing to sit down at a dinner table with me in the past 10 years.  The pain I have felt and expressed often was generated by their apathy and more likely, hatred of me and Yehovah, whom I trust.   If you think claiming someone has ‘offended you’ and they have not sinned against you but have told you truth without billing you as a consultant, you are not a ‘victim’. The following video  is of interest:

http://www.chemicalelements.com/show/atomicnumber.html

June 14th should be a day I rejoice to remember because I did not choose an abortion on June 14, 1983, but the current attitude that surviving child has had toward me since he got married  is indeed a reason to mourn. This nation called the USA is not free from a pattern of sin yet, so isn’t loose enough to escape woes .  Once out of ungodly, unthankful and unholy circles of power, there may be a need to return to the same venue with more back-up. A good adversary desires people who are honest and tough and courageous IN their community, but an enemy of Moshe Ben Amram is not a good adversary. Desiring  to be part of ‘Black Lives Matter’ is folly . Fact is more important than fiction as a reliable source of communication, but parables sometimes emerge as ‘fiction’.

I have North American heritage but without a holy and CLEAN family surrounding me I would be in a state of unrest and without peace. When grieving the loss of family members, peace and safety is still possible with Yehovah.  Because I currently am the only one in my household, there is peace here, as there is no one to try to deter me from doing what is right in YHVH’s eyes. The Truth with a Way of escaping dangerous lies and that has  Life support systems other than machines is a Truth that sets you free to choose which route is safe after you chose to be sorry. Truth alone does not save or protect you. It just gives you a chance to repent I wear brands that say ‘Nike’ but my heart is not ‘Nike’. Watching the Military Channel for awhile reminded me of how much better a hockey team called ‘The Mustangs’ is when compared to even one air force pilot with or without an aircraft fighter.    Military build-up is not the way of Moses&Elijah and leads to poverty. ‘Out of Babylon’ or out of spiritual Egypt means not being a member of any Sunday church roster and being willing to depart like badgers. A man like Sheldon Souray has a real chance to be a person sealed by Yehovah because past sins can be repentd of. Military personel saluting  pro-abortion military commanders can’t be sealed.  I have been misled, lied to, and acted contrary to Yehovah for many of my years, but once I was forgiven spiritually, making the outward changes toward compliance to the Yehovah’s rules and reguations is the real battle. Accepting forgiveness is easy, but does not finish the race set before you after you are forgiven for your sins. ‘Kill, Kill, Kill we will’ chants coming from the graduates of Fort Leonard Wood or $2500 checks from greedy insurance companies is only typical of the simple, not the 5 wise virgin way. What we give does should not be made into some huge publicity stunt that has no spiritual gain. Pagan Armies do not save the soul, usually ruin the brain by reprogramming it against the conscience, corrupt the monetary systems, and bankrupt nations eventually. Return to Moshe Ben Amram, sticks, generosity to the prophets(if you can find one) or a rod of iron mentality.  ‘Doug Jarvis’ is a good alternative to Doug Dorsey for reality checks. Dr. Oz is part of anti-Messiah, not good material for facts or clean&decent historical fiction that might include idioms. Errs which deceive adults abound, unlike a giant squid which doesn’t lie., The elect can laugh and tolerate the honest, law-abiding athiests. Zebulon7 is a good anti-Babylon5 way at ezekiel44 level. I am not a MASH or Seinfeld fool,and a few might need to escape ‘USA government allegiance’ by resigning and no longer being a servant of the sin empire known as the USA. Interesting facts first: prophets annoy many atheists, but if an atheist attacks prophets can battle physically to defend themselves. Psalm 25 defense system is a start, but sanctification takes good works, consistent over time, and eventual rejecting of unholy, carnal behavior. Saints make better decisions because they are not afraid; those who make decisions due to fear often err, and those errors are sometimes reversible, such as a unfair penalty or a restraining order. Stuart Rottier is a typical 666 white Nazi type, as unjust as  Lesl PLuster in their unjust scales systems. trying to evade the state of Wisconsin business laws at times of divorce shows disregard for the law, not good knowledge of it. I do believe in the Bible although it is very rare right now to see any people willing to openly represent Yehovah on earth.

Learn to see the equal and opposite true view. Apply the following variable to the state of inactivity of the NHL in 2020: Sergei Fedorov is currently (December 20th, 2020) in 52nd place and Gary 52 is his Green Bay Packer opposite.. If you reject the pure at heart, evil will surround you and you won’t have any defense.

When you are  attacked and wounded, it is possible but typically difficult to assist others.   I am contrary to Slade Hendrikson and Tom Wahl, who believed there is no spiritual issues with using psychiatric drugs to delay or deny reality; Wahl was also was afraid of to try to counsel a troubled married couple  even though he has been paid to be a Chippewa Falls police officer.   Fiction is created by humans, and dangers compile when natural order is ignored and replaced with holograms and videos.  Testing my physical limits isn’t easy, but it is necessary to overcome the abuse I have suffered in courts and within religion&unholy family systems.

Marathon County Sheriff’s department is guilty of  many crimes, but prosecuting them is not my job as I have no contract to work for anyone right now.

Whoever tries to compete against my numbered units might succeed depending on the weaknesses exposed on the below listed contrived units. Make your own  lines on another site if you can.  I made some changes at the end of 2020, but will only make changed if Joe Biden doesn’t become president, since his team is too wicked and full of lawlessness.

Here’s some 2021 vision test units:

1.  Benjamin Altchuler’s  Jasper Junction
2. Wendolyn O. Tanner’s 2436 Even Trickle Up Effect
3. Seth Jones Special Imported Shofar Squad
4. Bodo Gajevic’s 4th Down Shin Guardians
5. Jaromir Jagr’s Orange 5 Billiard Assist Managers
6. Daunte Culpepper& Brett Favre’s  Letter Tav  Fixative Sieves
7. Assembly of Chelios Badger Red Helmet Heads (Anti-Democratic Theme Song: Battle Hymn Of The Republic)
8.   Koslov,Longwell&Lemieux’s Beryl Builders
9.   ‘Topaz  Up’  Special Simeon Rice Advice Control Squad
10.  Paul D. Coffey’s Hebrew Letter ‘V as In YehoVah Squadron
11.  Martin Van Buren’s Corrected Presidential Placement Team *(Hancock is 1st,Washinton is 4th, Lincoln is 19th, Truman is 36th, Eisenhower is 37th, Nixon is 40th, etc.)
12. Adam Oates St. Louis Blues Clues Unit
…………………..Okracoke Student Lifeguard&Iron City Beer Section……………………
13. ‘Osgood Isn’t Edible’ : Eli Billing’s Lee Ward Islanders Odd Quote Goats
14. M.Gaborik’s Locust Flight Pattern Makers
15. Micheal Vernon’s Swimmy Glenn Shorkey School
16.  Skaradzinki’s ‘Some Ware Over the Hedgehog’ Jebulum Tune Up Team
17. Michelin’s Huge Rubber Serpent River Side Bar Reporters
18. James Bradley Jr.’ House of Mangione’  Sticks and String Section
19. Jonathan Toews Special  KMET  Spade and Rake Quakers
20. Barry Sanders Anti-Jupiter Granato Turf Splitters
21. Sheldon Souray’s  G as in Global Unique Positioning Unit
22.  Sean Garnet Whyte’s  Cribbage ‘GO’ Furry King’s Cornerbacks
23. Marie Swedowski’s District 2 Vashti Crew
24. Jim Peplinski’s Telegraph Road Toads
25. Sergei Krivokrasov’s Northstar, Duck and Puck Patrol Unit (A true duck has no PAW)
26. Dan Uggla’s Atlanta Blue Indigo Bunting& Sam Huntington Assembly
27. David ‘johnny’ Oduya’s  Sweded Wrist Watch Men
28. Shelly Tom& Kelly O’Brien’s Mosinee Indianhead Course Mustard Seedlings
29. Dustin Byfuglien’s Historic Wheat King ICE Masters
30. Al-Mar Lanes  Ohio Camp X Radiant Heat Starters
31. Canadien Carey Price’s Holy Government  Anti-Liar Groupers
32. Robert Scott Smith’s Final Viking Touchdown Town Ligure Squad
33. Mathieu Roy&Jeff Hackett’s  Anti-Trudeau Golf Tee Boxers
34. Lavarnway’s Turn Of The Franco Harris Customized ‘Hands Down’ Training Unit
35. Lester Hutchins Milwaukee South Division Cardinal Club
36. Dalton Young&Guzzo Lofty  Marysville Hockey Note Takers
To understand why railroads are sometimes safer in bowling lanes, try to pay attention to non-NFL dolphins and why ‘a policeman’s lot is not a happy 1’. Cyberspace cadets will know if you do not complete getting to and watching reel 3 about railroads,Agent86 and cops, once you get to this link:

Double numbers do not clear up matters at golf links. Remember, Michael Vick went to 3rd base and survived
37.  Dan Plesac’s 3.64 Way To Plaxico Burress Class Reaction Suit Space Cadets
38. Sean Hill’s Hurricane Reasoning&Michael Lyons Bandana Head Line Changers
39. Dan Cloutier’s Stevens Point Interstate Commerce C Team
40. Patrick Lalime’s Tone and Anti-Clone Unit
41.  Andy Brandt’s Hockey  Over Pants and Under Ranked Warriors
42. P.J. Stock Absorbers of FLOWX Waterways
43. Randy Sprecher’s Top Notch Ginger Ale Penguins
44. Banana Split Secondary Armada Tailback Spin Cyclists
45. Steve Kempowski’s Detroit Jewel Stove Bottom Coppers
46 ‘Think is #6246’ Anti-Abortion Positive Courageous Audible Corrections Squad
47. Jimmy Morris Code ‘Woolly Acres&Akers’ Steffan Lebeau Flex Hockey Squad
48. Dan Mjelde’s Greyhound Prudent Teen Trump Supporters
49. Amateur Chalk Talk and Legal Anti-Violence Indien Students
50.  Steve Harris’s ‘Anti-Kamilla’ Lawson and Dawson “Richard’ Testers
51. Lynn Swann’s Constant Touchdown and Inside Weight Lifters
52. Viktor Koslovs’ Wonderful World of Russian Uniform Additions
53. Columbus Highway To Go  ‘Anti-Crime’ Dime Front Coverage
54. Urlacher’s DARE Bear Anti-Computerized Programmers
55. Jovanovski’s Sharper Winfield Parkinson Shiners
56.   Steven Kream’s Wurst  Usinger Sheep Casing Specialists
57. Duane Derkson’s 1357 James Strong Concordance Chance Team
58. David Chyla’s Bass Fishing Lifesavers Squad
59.  Edward M. Stenzel’s Penguin Powerhouse Unit
60. Jerusalem Low Way Past the ‘Double Skunk’ Camel Island Hummers
61.  Milwaukee Shea Street Squad. This  squad is for those who are stuck at Weber lines.  You must be able to think like a retiree that is against socialism and believes in the right to own private property.  Mighty Mouse is our rodent, not Ben and Mickey.
62  The Osage Indian Trail of ‘Samarium’ in the Middle
63. Paul Frederick Stanton’s NHL  Detail Herd
64. David Clark’s Constant Non-Wickersham Sheriff  Style Commentary Unit
65. Little India’s Peaceful Muslim Potato Dish Communications Unit
66. Nitchke’s Odd Marine City Life Boys
67.  French Mirage Clean Poutine Packers
68. H3168 Ychzequiel and Justin Best’s  Rat  Elimination Crew
69.  Port Huron Pace&Arnott’s Cat Control Unit

70.  Carolina Cam Ward And Upward Abigdor Crew
71. Idonije, Malkin&Phil Sosnowski Square Defensemen
72.  Ezekiel Swedowski’s Submarine Life Boat Unit
73: Ezequiel DelFino’s ATA Problem Solving Black Belt Way
74. Sergei Fedorov’s  4th Spent Round Redwing Crock-a-Dial Tone Unit
75.  Brett Lindros’s Hebrew National Beef Eaters
76. Roy W. Allen’s  Air Force  Crossword Puzzling Philadelphia Pack
77. Roger Federer’s ‘Anti-Shane Hendrikson’ Soft Serve Tennis Trackers (This is an anti-‘Lesli Pluster’ team that must remain true to the USA constitution and must be anti-ANTIFA )
78. ‘This Duck is Poultry not Toast!’  Perly Doors of Richmond General Improvement Squad
80. Rison’s Spiderless Cleveland Brown Agates
79. Anti-Berg ” Garth Snow Bear Rare College Avenue Slickers (divorce respondents against Lying petitioners)
81. Miroslav Satan’s  Area 735 Pointers
82. Andy Moog’s  Valvoline Oilers
83.  Michael Walik’s Transportation Stationary Paper Ticket Shifters
84: Kernel Klink’s Corny Cornejo German Speech Therapists
85. Milwaukee’s Technical Thomas Hendricks’  Football War&’Water Tank’ Engineers
86: Michael Korducki’s Brilliant Strategy Note Passers
87: Sidney Crosby Street Hockey Tactical Offensive Lineman
88.  Shirley Brockenborough’s  Tenor Way of Steve Jordan
807. Southfield, MI Middle Zip Code Toads
89: Anti-Biden Honest Voters& Owen Sound Tote EM Polish Remnant of Michael Richter’s GAA Point
90: Namestnikov’s  Drop Cloth Pinheads
91. Scott Gomez’s Venison Seasoning and Psalm Reasoning Unit
92. Mitchell and Mitchell’s Rhode Island Basketball  Ram Rods
95.   Am 243 Non-special Forces of Unnatural Law Structures

93. Smarty Marty Rodriguez Low and Outside Milwaukee Ball Bearing Division
97: Melvin Givens and Robbie McGaver’s Chicago G Note Starters
96. Steve McGaver’s Squad Area And Minimum Volume Testers
98.  Calvin Hall’s Memorial Anti-Las Vegas Shadyside Bus Unit

99. Damien Rhodes Total Goalie Way of the Atlanta Thrashers

My divorce from Shane David Hendrikson  wasn’t the only case that the Marathon County Sheriff’s department mishandled.  When felony theft was committed against me it was an immoral debacle but also proved I was an unloved ‘wife’ so  I fled Shane Hendrikson’s zone  for my form of female defense rather than commit a felony against him.  A  settlement  check to me for obvious neglect of the Marathon County sheriff’s duty to file felony theft charges against my former employee  might save them from whatever demonic forces might be heading their way . Financial compensation for loss of 10 years of income as a bookkeeper is allowed by Yehovah’s laws.   Badges are not breastplates as Chester Ulickey should know, but numbers do help identify objects.  Fingerprints do identify humans best. When I list names& numbers, it is sometimes risky, but  keeping real  information flowing into a corrupted electronic systems might eject errors into outer darkness.

I can recall excellent defense techniques based on my knowledge and life experiences as well as Richard H.Willer if necessary. If people want to prove me wrong on my opinions they can do it in person on the hockey rink or make arrangements to visit me as I continue to contend for police officers who sometimes error under pressure.  Those who have collected wrong information can try to collect correct information, but those who intentionally lie and defraud their spouse during a divorce proceeding and/or fail to honor the mother of their children by failing to provide appropriate child support are abusive parents.  What I have in Michigan under the ‘borrow to the injured officer’ plan is  much debt that is not a sin.

To avoid becoming like Curtis S. Joseph, I’m not interested in selling my reports, so I keep them available as a Bible in a St. Ignace motel room.

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Keep this in your human mind: Many ‘disabled veterans’ and politicians join groups such as Hell’s Angels, the Outlaws and similar criminal,beastiality gangs, get into computer porn rings, make millions of dollars illgally, build mansions, and are  now able to get excused from paying property taxes if the Veteran’s Adminstration gives them their mark of ‘the beast’.  That is a serious fact in a NRA, gun-happy  Disney world system that is less reliable than then the Average Ducks at ONYX hockey rinks. Men who were drafted into war, get disabled and then are very angry have a tendency to want to release their anger on women,children and neighbors who have not harmed them like ‘UNCLE SAM’ did. Cereal is not the problem – war and violence is.

In another move by the United States anti-just government, peace officers like me who are disabled after serving citizens with a decent motive and the desire to save lives are being treated with unjust scales by  the federal government system, and are being punished with unfair taxation under the wrong seal, that of the U.S.A. presidency. We all serve our nation in different ways, AND FEW SERVE THE CITIZENS AS WELL AS THEY SERVE THEIR TENNIS BALLS. Some people provide good services, and some provide swine, easy access to temptation, evil and lying Sunday church services.  My father has a hearing disability because he worked in a factory which provided good machinery that has helped to build rather than destroy like the Pentagon does. A letter stating that the Veterans administration has the power to make their ‘clients’ escape property taxes has a much a chance to cause a new war as trying to charge religious buildings property taxes. Again, the USA government is asking to be cursed like the ‘Pharaoh who knew not Joseph’, and will not be blessed by excusing their sick, violent military retirees from contributing to local tax basis, which provide good services like fire and police departments. Honorable veterans will choose to evade the mark that escapes property taxation and continue to do their best to stay alive and not go bankrupt, just like the brickmakers in Egypt. If there is a day when all property taxation is changed and a  10% national sales tax on all sales, including house sales, is imposed instead, you can suspect the Kingdom of Gad had something to do with it.

How sick, how disgusting… just as sick as the conjugal marriage covenant actions that resulted in Eric David Hendrikson being born on March8, back in the early 1990’s to Shane and Linda Hendrikson. Acts that go all the way up to Fuzzy Knight and Waste Managements stops in my area will have recourse, and I sent WM on their merry 95th day knowing that ONYX and RIZZO are their competitors in a capitalist society.  A bit of encouragement to people willing to lift more than a poker chip might be worth something better than a card with ‘Santa Claus Vs. the NAACP’. The fact is that the garbage men work harder and are more needed than the Pentagon, the CIA and the politicians that have played one too many games on the east side of Israel, and not enough good works to label them ‘saved by faith’.

Time to possibly end my twenty %(about what I got from the realistic value of my former estate) ‘Ca’ rear in the ‘check Republic’ area…..extremely hard. When day 95 is like  a Am shift to atomic weight Jersey lines of 243 at dusk, know that  good retired police and Oakland sheriff minds are working harder  with ONYX than Jimmy Carter and Shannon Wahl are working to try to save Shane Hendrikson and Virgil Smith from the errors of their ways. Where necessary checks will come from, I do not know, but unrighteous empires have been toppled before by bodies smaller than the Body of Christ and Eric Lindros. The United States has again proven it defies good and fair taxation, and tries to break the ‘true blue5’ way of good Dan judgment and some local21 police crews that may or may not have the support of Tatar babies.  and men like Steven Brown and Steven Basting, who never were stupid enough to enlist in the USA military. I pray that the sword of the Spirit of Truth will be swift, but it will bring plenty of  penalties that will fall just short enough of death to make you feel like Job rather than like Michael the Archangel.

The Chief Shepherd will not be anything like ‘The Shepherd of the HIlls’. Be alert – this could the day that sets Babylon ablaze quicker than Keswick can find the blueprints of the former Curtis Joseph house. My body and mind is not a friend  of family  of the Outlaws, the USA Congress, Babylonion religions or the Oprah world  demonic system: is yours?

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Football is full of Roddy White lies at Ga=31. Pink and white armbands are like watching Steve Martin quartback games at French manicure for the Pink Panther Henderson tricks, rather than watching a few teams try to return to a ‘ Troy Hockey13 B Headed Holy Cross Family Circle Makers’. Like good Trojans who sneak over to Bay View instead of Green Bay for high school Thomas without More cigarettes moves,non-professional adult hockey leagues are actually rated G(good), or GP if a goalie plays. Running back and forth on sod level does not really mean you pick up yards. Picking up yards occurs with wheelbarrows, moved diligently, often unassisted, from Wausau East to West Virginia Moss zones. Whoever fights over a receiving a football is like someone who won’t give up the notion that January 1st is not the real new year according to Truth. No one fights over the ball in baseball, in case you have failed to notice that Miller Premium point. Active baseball players might fight over a bad called strike, but never fight over the literal ball like baseball fans once the ball is out of play.

In some cities, 1 yard is a huge increase in your lot size if you are fortunate enough to not be renting. Breaking Sony and Columbia records might also be required if the lyrics are 666 rather than 441 material. With that in mind, the following was written by me, not Steve Martin, on this day and posted in ‘In the Bleachers’ at #3:

“This Report in From Football 68Er Lines:

The Detroit Lions reached Rugland’s Best Norwegian Goal for RedWing Team Joseph, while the Cowboys matched Linda Lovelace XXX Roman non-Gabrial Status with 30. Bryant and Witten appear to have a Pb vs. Ra problem, as clearly they are not part of the Church of Philadelphia ot the PBR Team from Milwaukee(which has to get 31 for a Ga Technical Spiritual Warfare win, not a warfarin commercial spot)

The Packers squeaked a Vlasic Shark Mark of 44, but came up 199 short of the Super Duck243 Team. The VIkings managed to stay within Cribbage Handzus Gus Frerotte parameters with 31 for 2D, knowing that 8 is not enough for any Ephod Squad.”

Maybe the Dallas Cowboys couldn’t get anything up to 31 because of a Georgia Bosh block, or more likely,couldn’t get up for the game without their Dallas Cowgirl whores cheering them on to spiritual death symptoms instead of using geological codes like Judah does.

Do not be impressed with Air Force mechanical objects, but rather be impressed with a Eagle who became a Lion named Akers or a Doerfler Red Hawk.

A

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Difficile is the French word for ‘difficult’. It’s easier to connect to English than Hebrew.

It’s the 44th day of the counting of the omer, and that’s all I really know for sure. Psalms  42 and 43 were much easier for me to relate to as I try to be obedient with no one forcing me to do so as a child.  44 carries some large names with it such as Henry Aaron, Jason Arnott and Sheldon Souray, all unknowns to me literally but from the outside appear to be better examples of what a man is supposed to be than what I have experienced in a marriage that I had entered into ‘by faith’. People that discipline their bodies for outward appearance but don’t feed the deep part of the mind and conscience are plentiful in this society. Men and women who give up and file for divorce rather than keeping their vows out of fear of YHWH or just to be true to themselves by being enough of a person to keep promises and solemn oaths are spreading like a ‘green bay tree’ as Psalm 37:4 states.

When I look back at my years as a wife, I know I did a good job and aside from a few relatively short terms of stress breakdowns compiled with daily struggles with severe asthma,I was able to maintain a home almost perfectly 99% of the time. Finances were strong, I welcomed Bible studies into our home,  went to other homes until my suggestions that keeping the commandments were ‘a good thing’ was unwelcomed by such shallow rooted people such as Joel Breitzman from an Evangelical group that is not part of the church of Philadelphia. I planned vacations that included mission work and submitted sexually  to my former husband Shane until the pressures and the conflict of being abused as a child came to a point that I couldn’t get past and there were just some things I didn’t want to do, but normal sexual relations were not a problem in my view. After having money stolen and hidden from accounts and being told to leave the house that was ours by a man much stronger than me, things changed greatly but how could anyone expect them not to?  I could not bring myself to file for divorce, and planned pressures against me finally broke me down and my  police background defenses kicked in so that I could escape an area of danger, only to face a greater area of danger with the corrupt and lazy  Marathon County Sheriff’s department. I suppose  Paul , Joseph and Daniel were jailed too, but that does not excuse the false accusers.

The hardness of a man’s heart did in fact lead to a broken family, a broken son and a broken woman. The hard-hearted man is doing well I suppose from a carnal sense, but in a spiritual sense he is a loser.  I don’t cry as often as I used to but still do as anyone normal in my circumstance would do. I breathe so I exist, and beyond that I feel like I am alone in a giant wilderness after losing my best friends and some of my family in a spiritual war that is still going on, and seems to be intensifying. I am not getting combat pay and can’t see the enemy anymore because he is far away, but as anyone that has been in a war knows, the battle scars within stay as part of the human fiber until the enemy is kind and wise enough to repent and ‘return to their first love’, which may not mean co-habitate with a first girlfriend or boyfriend but means returning what has been stolen or to the first ten commandments of YHWH.

I still try to find things that make me laugh, but it’s getting more difficult. A NHL commercial about rivalries always makes me laugh when I see two children geared up and sneering at each other. A recent commercial from Steak and Shake where the menu was chiseled into stone and after one looked great, many more were required, brought Moses to mind very easily. We have millions of copies of what was written in stone twice, yet that food is rejected by thankless, apostate people who see the Law as gone or despise it. I do wish for death many days now, but not injury… very different. I protect my body as well as I can so long as an a natural act of God is held off and I continue to breathe amazingly well. When a body has oxygen that does not need an Oprah channel to provide it, the body  and especially the brain does function as it should, so long as it’s not attacked with the self-ingested chemicals available from prescription or unnatural foods on a daily basis.  I am not nearly in the same ‘organization’ mode I had been in for many years, but being out of my element and in temporary housing has taken motivation away and spending time with perfection in belongings is not as important as putting time into perfection of attitude and my body which needs to be viewed as a temple of the Holy Spirit. Being disorganized is not something that will get me arrested here in North Carolina as it did in Wisconsin, thankfully.  My disorderly surroundings are not disorderly conduct but  are a result of a society, and especially a man who in the end did more damage than good to me as a husband. How a marriage starts is not as important as how it ended and who ended it, and this concept carries into the whole covenant issue of those who say the love ‘Jesus’ but do not keep his commandments and openly fight against them, just as Barack Obama does.  To criticize him for supporting gay marriage  if you have filed for a divorce without biblical justification or have lied or have refused to keep the  only original 7th day sabbath and feast days holy is hypocritical in my estimation.  Maybe getting one man such as Barack Obama to change his position is easier than getting a nation of Hollywood star drunken Americans to become modest is the first miracle we need in this nation called ‘The United States of America’, which is a lie in and of itself.

I know I could handle some of the most difficult jobs in the world, but not without the love of a man who also loves YHWH. On my own, its a miracle I can take care of myself  considering all I have suffered through through and recovered from over the years.  I may not be the most elegant or youngest or most fit female in the world today, but my life experiences have taken a toll that is not erasable. The question ‘How long, O Lord…’ is very strong in my mind as I wait for vengeance to be taken out on those who have desired to hurt  and cheat me by someone much more just and powerful than I.  That concept is the most difficult one to hold onto in these days of what seems to be a blind road I am on, yet as a just God cannot fail in love,  I  still want to believe he  cannot and won’t fail in disciplining those he loves and crushing those who don’t know how to love, just as He crushed Pharoah and his army in the Red Sea.

I am still capable of forgiving, but without hearing that someone is sorry and with proper restitution, forgiving is not necessary, as ‘Jesus’ only  verbally forgave unintentional sin at the cross, not intentional. None of us knows who planned their deeds to destroy and who believed  lies in an innocent, trusting childlike manner. That lack of information will be very important, but also will be revealed eventually, at least if I still believe the Scriptures.

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Note From Back Memo:

It is Robin Yount’s birthday today in 2014, my friend Lynn Puffer’s historical ‘favorite Brewer’. Baseball in MIlwaukee never has degraded itself with Barbara Eden duplicates displaying themselves like dancing hookers with pompoms, such as has occurred in the NFL,NBA and NHL. A good sausage race is something even a saint can watch without disgust or vexation of spirit. A short update, since it is almost 20 years since serious persecution started against me in 1994, the weekend of October 6th, to be exact. It is day 19 in the 6th Hebrew month, and I have heads up for the Qoph to the Resh transition. Saints will not get sealed at the ‘last trump’; decisions will have been made BEFORE that great day of the Lord, mentioned in the book of Joel, book 29. Yesterday, I uttered this prayer:’Please let me fall into the hands of the Living God.’ He might be playing Sheepshead or cribbage, so ‘a hand’ can mean many things at different levels. It could be falling into into the sardius tribe, the carbuncle tribe or the tricky Zebulon tribe if my understanding of right,left and yod are reasonable albeit slightly vague yet.

Statues do not tell the truth;statues are dumb. Protestants do not have the advantage;Judah does.
July30,2007 I had a book with prayer priorities, about 7 years ago. When I look at that list today, many people failed the test of kindness in return for my kindness, even though I had prayed for them. I kept the commandment to ‘pray for my enemies’. I never destroyed any of my enemies, though they are many. The kind and loving spirit of my father,Edwin, has prevailed in me, thankfully.

Before you read on, know that I disagree with how Jim Staley had viewed Judas because I have a different history that he has had. If you took money under a certain pretense, and then found out those who paid you had evil intent,it would be an act of conscience to return the money to the evil unit. That might be why I have rejected money from sheriff’s departments who have said they ‘overcharged me’. No kidding they did. If you get to the 18th letter of the Law, Tsaddi, you might go from being reclined and comfortable to being forced to look at yourself in the mirror after you listen to Staley’s understanding of past history compared to mine. The Romans killed Yeshua,Judas did not kill him. Judas did not have it in him to kill his ‘neighbor’, but sorrows of this world encompassed him(check blog on 712 for an interesting note on dreams) after he realized he was TRICKED and deceived, like a expert paid witness who in err, trusted a corrupt judicial system like so many others have. He was not taking a bribe because it was not done in secret, and he was given permission by Yeshua to do do his duty. If you retain someone’s sin, you do not reveal their sin and it makes you bitter and angry inside. If you confess their sin, it goes back to them and to those in authority, and you no longer have reason to try to punish them, as punishment as comes from the hands of neighboring nations or those with power to destroy. A saint no longer has the desire to destroy, but must have the power to reveal their sin as well as the offenses committed against them in order to follow the teachings of the Torah. Once you release that information, whether of not the offender is in the ‘kingdom’ with you is not ONLY your decision. Once an offender has been properly disciplined, it removes the root of bitterness in the body of the offended because Justice has been served, and another commandment has been obeyed rather set aside like a 401(K) plan that still is in pagan hands. Jim Staley may have been deceived about Judas and about how releasing ‘sin’ is equal to releasing true information to a good detective, because he doesn’t understand authority like I do, but only because he has not become a public servant like I had to become in order to pay for food and shelter after being left poor by Todd Jackson. If the attorneys and judges are not righteous, the saints still cry out ‘How Long,O lord?’, still in labor pains because they are in a form of bondage yet; if someone has stolen what you had saved for your ‘retirement’ from you , you must continue to work rather than rest. Jim Staley certainly has helped me understand a bit more about what happened at the bottom of Mt. Sinai.

Emotions held inside can burst the heart, and  leaving things unsaid often turn only to regrets or even sin if I am to prophesy and fail to do so.  When I look at numbers and letters, many times they mean something different to me depending if I am thinking known facts or visionary figures. YHVH used many angles in his letters and writings for us through the prophets and chosen leaders. It feels like time is short and emptying out my vessel seems necessary, like a ship that has accumulated too heavy a load and is sinking as the waves  hit from all sides from unholy people. Literally, the foundation of the USA is sand – not stability  with which to expect anything other than the violent and perverted national attitude that prevails. Good judgment has to start within a household.  The first two letters are to my ex-husband and my only son, as I am want to express my concerns, hopes and sorrows. We are all part of history, and lies formed by idolators do not protect a person or a nation.

Hebrew letters are the building blocks of life, as Bradford Scott has stated. I have added on to some of the ‘blocks’, because choices can narrow or expand paths of righteousness as needed. There is no Resch in Truth or in YHVH. There is a Resch in ‘Satyr’ and in Maresha, which ia what my Grandmother would call me. In an odd sense, I could look at the M, and say my first marriage was like chaotic waters, my second marriage was acceptable but not on my right side at the end, my 3rd marriage was to a reprobate.. If there is any prophesy in E S H A, its interesting because E is the letter I gave to my son, but as the 4th less, I shall not count him as anything other than central to my bitter waters in life. S H A starts of ‘Shalom’. Gajevic is like the Holy Hand grenade of Antioch in an idiom sense, able to seek and destroy folly. H I gave to Koslov, and A I gave to Joseph. I always looked at ‘A’ as the sardius. I think I will look up #306, since that is what Shin plus Aleph Plus Hey equals(306 is tied to amethyst). L is like a Benjamite to me, as the 13th letter. O…. I I said I wanted to be a nun we I was a young girl, and the Lord ended up putting me on Squad 50, which is the value of a nun, be John Dorsey said we were the ‘O’s. Back to the M, and here I am in Michigan while my foundation is still in Milwaukee.

As far as keeping promises, since my ex-husband wanted a divorce, I guess I made all his dreams come true at the end. I gave all I had in effort, and got hatred and stolen from in return. Not everyone uses gifts wisely, even something like a stained glass walleye will testify of my spirit of generosity toward my ENEMY, because you cannot call someone who steals and lies to you and about you a FRIEND . You can try, but a hardened heart turns into a heardened criminal who often gets away with crimes because of PATHETIC and lazy law enforcement agencies like MArathon and MAcomb County, who rather harras the honest person than correct and arrest the criminals.Time is short, and I will continue to use my skills to try to save rather than try to kill the spirit of Courage nd Truth in my surroundings. Learning about each letter matters, because if a teacher gave you a an ‘A’ and it had nothing relative to it, it would mean less than just knowing that an A is not a ‘zero’. Jim Staley’s, Bill Cloud, Bradford Scott or Bill Cloud’s Hebrew letter series all helped me greatly in understanding&wisdom.

<Shane David Hendrikson took number 42, the same number of the youths who mocked Elisha. The number 2, tied to female bears, becomes very important when 2 is the number of Beit and Helium.
A Pro-commandment message to the anti-commandment man(evidence is in safekeeping) Shane David Hendrikson:I turned around to try to rescue you when seemed to be sinking, abandoned and left in an empty house. I thought leading you to the Scriptures would give you hope like it had given me, but  the Scripture is never what embedded in your heart. I gave myself to you before I really knew you and I loved you when you had nothing but a legal mess, two very sad children, a wife that left you for another man and very little in worldly possessions. I once felt  more for you than any other person – I put you before my son, as it should be and traveled  the world with Bibles and a message of turning from sin. I have changed much since we met, and have learned to submit myself to the law of God. Loving the Torah has made me spiritual and not carnal, and I have learned that I do not want to be independent of the Law of God. A divorce certificate is a declaration of war against YHWH, no different that any other nation who wants to be divided rather than united. Divorce requests where no adultery occurred reflects a hard, unloving and unforgiving heart. It spares the respondent from a life with a unsaved and unholy person, and for that reason Moses allowed it. I am physically sound and in must better condition than the majority of American citizens my age, but the wounds of loving with all my heart and mind and then being deemed not worthy of your love or effort to change in order to  maintain our family because i failed to be ABLE to care for you when I was broken down myself will be long-lasting and will toughen my outer skin once again. I still wish you would keep your words of wanting to be a friend and do things with me as friends, but a new girlfriend has hardened and changed your heart and given you a false confidence. My love for you was proven many times over and although I failed you,  so will the next and every human you try to be with. You have not changed and you still seek the carnal which is why you don't seek my friendship or company anymore. I am very spiritual and have grown into a much more beautiful person inside but outwardly am very weak in my position in life now. A change of heart is what you need, but I doubt you will seek that as your anti-Truth family holds you up on a pedestal you should not be on but rather, should advise you to turn yourself into the authorities,confess to your crimes just as the woman did when I was working at 749 W. State Street, after she had stabbed her husband 27 times. Your verbal assaults killed my spirit, but not my flesh, and I did end up very afraid of you just as you intended. In prison, you would have time to mourn and repent and study the Word so you can know the truth and have understanding of things you do not really know yet. Yes, I changed since I went to Israel – I had no idea it was so beautiful. You changed after you failed to deter my son from getting a tattoo. It is sad you have no interest in anything but stocking up your safe with guns and bullets,playing on water rather than working out your salvation with fear and trembling, and choosing not to adhere to state law by ensuring that I got at least 50% of our total assets, nor did you ever repay your debt to your former employer and S-Corp stockholder:Me.

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E – Richard, my son

E is like empty and starts Elizabeth and Edwin. You have left a hole in my life that is more painful than any bullet I might have taken in my body as a police officer or as a martyr.

I miss you so much but will not be treated as someone who is less than you are. You degrade rather than honor me with childish games. You have tossed aside every good lesson I have given you over the years and have returned to a pagan holiday system although you knew better. Friends we once had like the Lewis’s and ‘Blakeman’s seem far away but the memories of times with them is deep inside me. Although they do not eat clean as I do, they had knowledge that paying a person to preach only corrupts. They rejected Christmas and Easter, rightfully so, but also rejected me because of earrings and make-up, so it was a mixture of good and bad. The day I saw your wonderfully made body disfigured intentionally with a tattoo was the day I knew you were on a path against the God of Israel and you have remained on that path. Your wife and your father did not try to deter you from the tattoo, which should have been a warning sign to you that they were not in subjection to the Law and were carnal. You are physically stronger than me and I cannot bring you back to where you once were. Your daughter has a middle name of ‘truth’ and I hope one day she knows the truth about her ‘G’… her grandmother that is trying to reveal not hide the truth because of my love for YHVH, It is very hard continuing daily with so little hope and continued persecution by those who do not know how how to settle diputes aoording to the Word. I will always think like a good police officer although I do not have their power. I will not let depression overwhelm me and and end up dead like Rachel or Shane might want me to. You vex my spirit by your  ‘outreach’ to others and your dishonoring behavior toward me and your best man’s family. I will pray for my Little Rainbow, that the Lord instills in her a love for obedience to his commandments as an expression of love and gratitude.

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I(ayin)(70) – Sergei Fedorov

Better off With Fedorov than A Wendy’s Bacon Burger.

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Y(Yod)Ten – Montreal24Chelios

You were a hero of my son at one time. I traveled far but not alone to get a special gift for my son, though it was small. I cannot forget that day and your verbal testimonies are in my heart and mind. Although I don’t know you personally, you represent on ice what I want to be. Someone who perseveres, who is able to play, to attend to one above him and to be able to present himself to others with confidence . Your outward appearance is beautiful, but your inward parts I don’t know. A gift remains undelivered, and it was simply a can of freshly pressed oil from Israel as a token expression of admiration as others before me have brought gifts to those with wisdom.

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V(Vav)6 – Paul Coffey

You are a picture of balance, of maturity and of intelligence. Watching you skate is like watching an eagle and tiger work in one body. I am thankful I took the time to deliver things which are precious to me, and hope you come to have an equal appreciation for that which is good. You have reached a milestone in life that many have not reached. To live to the age of 50 is to reach the age of ‘sage’ and your tears are your best asset.  You are blessed to be able to remain in your homeland and your hometown and be accepted – that is something I do not have yet. No place is like MIlwaukee in the United States. I have traveled the roads of Poland, walked the crumbling streets of St. Lucia amd St. Kitt’s, stood on top of Mt. Carmel in Israel, walked through salt mines and concentration camps, been imprisoned and mistreated, and still have a heart left to serve others with decency. Your quotes have made me laugh and your open door attitude was surprisingly humble. I believe you may have an Indian trail in back and in front of you as an Ojibwa, and you are a warrior that is matchless.

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D(Dalet)4-Oshawa88 EricLindros

D is like Judah. You were my son’s hero at one time. Your struggles with concussions caused you to walk away before you were hurt beyond repair. Not in a spotlight now, I hope you are doing well, and believe you have a calling beyond the natural because of your heritage. Your best quality is your outward appreciation of your parents.

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A-(Aleph)1 Curtis Shayne Joseph

You represent a position and a name in history that redefines ‘survivor’. Being thrown in a pit is a huge hit to the mind. Rumors of associations with women who are not virtuous is sad, whether it is true or false. The last line of defense, you may indeed be a sieve, which is a tool of separation in the Scripture, just as Joseph was a tool of testing under Pharoah outwardly but never below him spiritually.  You  are  a picture of finesse, flexibility and a consistent blue as well as big red wall of defense.

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T(Tav)400 -Brett Favre&Daunte Culpepper

You are two men,  both young at heart. When others may not have made connections against the tough defenses you have faced, the two of you excelled for a reason. Both leaders and yet both able to follow instructions and work within a team, your spirits are meant to work in tandem, even at a distance, as any QB and good Defensive line.

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K(kof)20 Greg Hanson(#18 Papermaker)

One man, two dimensions, just as the letter reflects. You are as young as my son in years, but in maturity are very much a man. Your birthday is a match to another who you resemble in intelligence, even tempered nature, skating instinct and finesse. You are a mystery indeed, but an amazing skater and have an East -on mentality in a Wausau West world. Quiet, humble, respectful and brilliant, and know how to defend a goalie. You are rock solid in demeanor and stature. The woman you love will be blessed indeed. You have the qualities of a peaceful Indian chief.

The 11th letter cannot forget Dinah, nor can it forget Joseph and onyx.

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Z(Zion)7-Jamie&Darren Sharper Zebulon needs good brother teams.

I know what it is like to be accused by false witnesses, and just as in the case of Tim Capps family, I do not believe everything I hear or read on the internet or on electronic media. Hebrew4:12 is better reading than a Sports Illustrated magazine or a Stephen King novel.

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B(Beit)2- Jaromir Jagr, Jr.

Maybe more of shaliach than a devil, a Philadelphia name that could defeat an Err line. A 2 is sometimes unclean, but it is possible to go from unclean to clean as a Blue London Topaz, so the Beit and the Zion are very significant.

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P(Pey)80 Sergei Krivokrasov

I spoke to you and you spoke to me, but without a translator at your right hand, as obnoxious as he was, we might not have parted as friends. understanding a situation helps you make a good decision, and good should include ‘kind’ as often as possible. Sergei Krivokrasov,my friend, a ‘W’ is as wise as Win Parkinson and begins every wing, whether it a Duck or a Blackhawk. There is a Vav in Hebrew but not a W ,really. Tungsten is hard to understand. Grace has been evasive and I still seek it in everyday experiences.  I love what the number 441 represents – it is complete, it is often unnoticed,just as 144 is nothing to some, but a rock-solid Psalm to me. I looked at the church assembly of my godfather and father carefully after  finding out that King Ladislaus of Hungary was considered a just king as well as a patron of architecture. Two sides of 22 rows of pews, with the 23rd row split in half. Maybe when we departed, we were split like the last people anyone would remember. Twenty two letters in the Hebrew alphabet, and Truth can never be represented by only one letter. Truth has balance and can see things from both sides but without a double witness truth cannot be eastablished; points of interest look different from different angles. I can only attribute the W to you as a winner in attitude when caught breaking a local state law, and I still have the card that you signed for me. It be a symbol of honesty when identification is asked for, knowing that every prophet that has lived before me has come into times of judgment, has honesty and bravely confronted sin, just as the Scripture has commanded.  Prophets were condemned more than welcomed, nonetheless, their words were better than continuous  bloodshed ever can be. Remembering that sacrifices were ordained for different purposes, the sacrifice of Yeshua was only for UNINTENTIONAL sin. Beyond that, there will be atonement and justice that will need to be executed, or my god is not a God of righteousness.  Forgiveness cannot be attained without repentance, and restitution is part of admitting guilt in order for restoration after division has been caused by sin. A W is also a walk, and running is something that the ‘R gang’ can sort through. I rather let people pass me so I can see how and where they lead. P begins Philadelphia.

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S(samech)60 – Sean Whyte#27

Like A White King in a Chess game, you seem to get around. I am glad we met in Wilson Park Ice Arena!

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G(Gimel)3 – Sheldon Souray#44

Like a fallen star, it is hard to find the Spirit of a Rahab in male form, but indeed a duck represents ‘clean’. It is important for Gad.

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H (Hey)5-Vyacheslav&Viktor Koslov#13

Hey is letter that has much heart, and a purple heart is not the best goal if you think like a sapphire. The living person might never see their own heart, but in my case, I did see Koslov in person.

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C(Chet)8 – Calvin Ripken,Jr.

Core of an Solid Orange D.A.R.E. Team

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N(Nun)50 – Robert Skaradzinski, a strong and kind leader, a man who has a spirit of peace, kindness and faithfulness as a public servant with me in the ERS system, and as friend for Life.

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S(shin)300- Bodo Gajevic

300 series is a serious Shin Guard. If anyone can catch and overpower an ‘R’, it is the Shin. R is like a regular man, not special like a P(premium). The shin cannot overpower the Tav though. In tactical training, I was taught to wrestle down an criminal suspect, and once he was lower than me(a messenger with the power of the State), I could use my shin to hold down a suspect at ground level, so my shin would be higher than his head, which is tied to the Resh, or possibly the Resch. Such things I could teach any spiritual warfare class as well as Brad Scott could use Dr. Suess as a thought provoking mechanism in Subury. I would trust Bodo Gajevic more than I would trust Arthur Bailey and Michael Rood to detect false witnesses and uncover facts rather than protect fiction. I know he abhors lying, so the words tied to Psalm 199 regarding the ‘shin’ are appropriate.

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L(lamed)30 – Robert Scott Smith, of Euclid Ohio

Could Lead the Anti-Gun Lamed 30th Doerfler Division, like a solid molar that’s still intact.

M(Mem)40= Since mem is fishy and chaotic, maybe 6 people should try to add stability to this mem. Why 6 points for a touchdown? Y knot? Zircon(91.224) is the 40th and is not the stone of the tribe of Naptali,so where chaos is in the spirit, science might redirect from fiction to fact. Carey Price,Patrick Lalime,Michael Vick&David Justice,Peter Nedved and Johnny Oduya might be a good 6-man ‘defense of Mem’ unit – this is not a good place for ‘Justice Cunningham’ or ‘Xavier Rhodes’ types, where roster name games are as bad as ‘Christmas In July’ with ignorant(lacking knowledge and wisdom from above) team owners like David Dombrowski. Sometimes chosen people get placed in very bad areas, like John the Baptist or Jonah. Maybe those 5 men can defend the ‘mem’ better than the Pentagon staff has defended Truth and Life in the world. Since it seems like I have hit the Ted Williams Wall, it is a good idea to add more power to a letter. Peter is an important name,by the way.

9(tet) – Ron Soreanu#18 and Ezequiel Delfino. The direction a person goes after investing in the land of Israel does matter greatly, and as understand it now at nine, you can either continue to ten or go back to 1,so that no one ever feels cornered like I had, crouched behind a door with the fist of an angry and violent violent man inches away from. Ezequiel, you taught me what courage means and that being judged is a good process when the person judging you is wise and as kind as you are.

The amethyst represents sobriety, and as the 9th gem there is variation in color, typically lilac colored but also green like the 2nd Blackhawk feather.

90 (Tsaddi) – Dan Bell, Dan Teske, Dan Magno,Eric Dan Danson&Dan Boyle#22 The tribe of Dan is very important, and has to understand rules, even the 90 degree rule and how to work in 5’s.(Bobby Jones&James Baier Golf Cart rule) ‘I might have to learn how to live like a line judge.’ I entered this world system before Qeset, and more criminals courted and eventually married me rather than people who loved the Law, so Psalm 22 is huge when understanding progressions in life. Interesting from a historical flow chart. The ‘Shin’, Gajevic, always had a talent to handle the worst situations with amazing confidence and quick thinking, and had a friendly,funny and outgoing personality while working on the Milwaukee Police department. He is not Steve Brown, but did work with Steve, just like I worked with Basting, and I think we are all still in ‘KaHuts'(long u – remember 92, Reggie White when you see a U system), a hebrew word which means ‘tied together’. My mother spoke hebrew words such as Kabash (to smother), although she never once said she spoke Hebrew.

Q(Qof)100 – Qeset is the name of my first child. Like an angel who has fallen from my womb and then got lifted up into the heavens, not because of her sin but because of mine,she is worth more than the Declaration of Independence. Her name and history is not too heavy for me to keep holding onto. In her absence, I would trust Sidney Rice or maybe someone like Jonathan Toews to represent what she is like in spirit. You only miss people that you love, and I miss Qeset as much as I miss anyone else who has been kind to me without hypocrisy&who has not let hatred taking over their spirit as I have seen happen to so many shallow ‘christians’.
R) Resh200: Rob Deer#28&Mike Richter#35 just to keep Orange&Badger heads balanced.

J=Joe Pavelski and Joe Cannan (How does ‘The Great Escape’ teach a better lesson than ‘The Other Woman’? Perverted movies and their industry supporters generate frauds and bring deception, mental illness and violence to a nation, not blessings.) Maybe a fishy double hook letter, but so are the 1944 Blackhawks.

153:Jim Furyk. Sometimes, you have to use but not trust the ESPN numbers, just for Tae Kwon Do kicks. does 153 ever look like ‘Reuben Dan Levi’ to you? It does to me now.

OK=Olaf Kolzig U=Dan Uggla O=Chris Osgood DD= Duane Derksen X=Jason Arnott W=Dustin Byfuglin(A winner because he hates halloween)

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I don’t know how the milleniel kingdom will be or is being built, but I do know that seeing some people as living stones is better than having no hope in the character of men due to past bad experiences.

I love every person above as a human being. I loved only one after ‘being saved’ under the protestant world rules of engagement and marriage, but because of hardness of heart he divorced me. I might be blessed to love only one or the above under the spiritual and physical rules of the Torah by engagement someday, and in the meantime I wait while I for trust my love of the Scriptures and the prophets to guide me in Michigan or Wisconsin, maybe during Sukkot at my father’s house. My new address is 55027 Estates Lane,Macomb,MI. My mission is to continue to let my body and mind repair after years of abuse from my former families by marriage, ungrateful former friends and 1 son who still lacks understanding and love of the commandments of YHVH. I will not shut my door to my friends, as others have shut their doors to me.  I  have an extra room for a friend, for a spiritual son, or for a lover of my soul. In times of trouble and distress, real men have offered me shelter without expecting sex, or have been like brother who helped a single mother with expenses, such as John Latz. Trusting men like that is not a mistake, although there is risk we take with every encounter we make in life. The days of working in Milwaukee as a cop during the Jeffrey Dahmer days were stressful for everyone.  Not being anything Like ‘ Bembenek’ but more like a great fan of Bud Selig and the MLB true blue crew days are what sets me apart as someone who looks for decency in sports and honesty on all web sites, including what probably have scammers like Match.com., although I have met some people who may be genuine people and trustworthy, none have yet proven to be so in the long haul.  Trusting&remembering high school, grade school,family  and fellow Milwaukee Police Officers can help mentally, even if you have not had contact with them in ages.  There is a spirit world that can relay messages, and if not, the bible is false.  If we hold our heads up without shame, we will counted worthy and be able to stand before the ‘Son of Man’.

I exist and survive on this earth for a reason, and I will fulfill the role YHVH has intended for me with or without the approval of the lukewarm, unrefreshing world.

I keep preparing for the day of atonement, with tears over many that have chosen to leave me behind or put out in front like Uriah.

Updated the 15th of Av,6014.

The winds came through a the close of August 10th. Lightning struck the house, set of the fire alarms, I called 911, and the local fire men were as calm and kind as any I remember in Milwaukee. They saw me under a very stressful situation, and I actually know more about how to clear a building, investigate felonies or handle a a traffic accident than know anything more than to get out the house and call 911 if I suspect chance of fire. The rains fell, my house has some minor leaks that need repair, but I know it is easier to repair leaks at the top than stop flood waters coming in at the bottom. The sky never gets damaged it seems, and a small fixable leak is better than a house filled with cockroaches, thieves, unthankful family members and unclean foods. I have seen many houses which are in much worse condition than mine, even if the structure itself seems to be flawless. I did have Lorraine written at the bottom of my own test and post hockey game perspective, so good thing I didn’t write ‘tornado’ or avalanche’… I just laughed out loud, louder than I laugh at the Macomb rec center. I also cry when I see Milwaukee Miller Park because I am homesick, like an 18-year-old who picked the wrong college town.

I left some very serious notes int he Troy Ice Arena, but nothing that needed to be a secret, because secrets are only kept by those who are trying to hide something. Again, the risk factor is there, but how does any victim not take risk by pointing out the people who committed crimes against her? As I said to the few who skated with me on the 18th of Av, ‘Orange,Yellow,Green and Red, I can’t help you if I’m dead’. Many might rather have me dead than continue to fight the good fight that takes more works than faith, as faith is only what generates the works.

Lawrencia Bebemnek handled situations the wrong way, starting from her Playboy affiliations and then trying to hide in Canada, and dying at the age of 52. I do not envy the foolish Tatum O’Neal types, but some people hate Rush Limbaugh, but O’Neal is another paid deceiver, not someone who comments and has opinions on current situations in the world. Similar unwise women make millions in front of cameras, and I don’t want anyone to try to do a remake of my life for filthy lucre. How sick the beast of the film industry has become, to the point where remakes of violent prior true or fictional acts is continually considered ‘entertainment’. If you do focus properly at the Q,judgement &the name Qeset, you are more likely to end up like Schultz and Bembenek, and children like Sean, son of Christine Schultz are left very confused for the duration of their life in this unholy nation. When someone comes to mind, there is a reason. I can look up past history, learn and not contribute to the movie versions of past victims, suspects and families who have not survived due to hatred and greed.

Maybe someone stole my Bausch and Lomb science award, but that just makes them guilty of covetousness and doesn’t change the fact that I received it. Outward tokens are not worth stealing if you have a conscience that is not seared. Connecting someone to a Hebrew letter is something that cannot be taken away with the hands of a thief, just like my original name and root system,Marie Elizabeth Swedowski, grand-daughter of Bertha, cannot be taken from me.

I know I am brilliant and special, even though the male who spoke on ‘God’s Great Outdoors #604′ did a 180 and decided to hate rather than continue to love me, the woman who trusted my ONLY son to, only to have him end up very easily deceived because the foundation I tried to lay for him was contradicted by religious systems, Lutherans like Hitler and an untrustworthy wife named Rachel. I never want to get to the point that I hate good sports like hockey because of people who dp not understand that crimes cause trauma and without love the brain and body collapse rather than get restored. I still have a sense of humor that is better to try to retain than a spirit of violence, and a very hard truth was exposed yesterday:

If you can understand the enemy the enemy but the enemy can’t understand you, you have the advantage. Idioms were developed to prevent the wrong people from getting precious pearls of information. What I do is safe, and it might confuse those that don’t undertsnad that we are still in a time of trials and tribulations and possibly even on the brink of more difficult times, but I know that those who are truly friends will not suffer to the degree as those who are my enemies, because I know I am a daughter of the YHVH and indeed have accepted the teachings and instructions of YHVH into my heart. I expose much information in public places, but I do not expose my actual body like a cheap harlot in public like so many unholy women do, and who end up attracting unholy men like Shane David Hendrikson after he turn from the truth and chose to create more lies than Robin Ortiz ever could have come up with.

Now the word “KEN’ metters. In Hebrew, it is pronouced ‘kane’. Whether it be Thomas or a Patrick or a Ken Cecil, the sieves of the Adonai will continue to sift the hearts of men and many will fail for lack of courage. It is now the 27th day of Av, and as I heard it also starts the 27th week of the YHVH’s calender. It is still not a time to celebrate, and I pray that Bradford Scott will get in and out of Rochester on Yom Teruah, because as I was warned by a friend before I went to Loran Livingston’s church, so I have a gut,’chet’ level feeling that the leaven is rising faster than the spirit of humility in certain gatherings, and only a few are grounded enough to stay low and inside when the waves are getting high outside of the ‘Ark’.

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Information updated on this twelve month of the Hebrew Calender in preparation for  a new year, omer counting and Pentecost pre-planning caution flag:

What is the Method of  Acquaintance Operations for  Milwaukee School of Engineering alumni?  Don’t forget who accepted you and who rejected you.

What is the Method of  Milton Bradley Operations for  Ohio State Street Games?  Code Yellow is Atlantic non-electric avenue 3ATA Belt.

What is the Method of Operation for District Four? Return to the Jerome O’Leary 5th floor team system of  serious defense.

What is the Method of Operation for District Three?  Queen’s Chess and Lemon Pie Ways

What is the Methud of Operation for Disrict Two?  Know your  Hot Rod of Iron and Lincoln Log Wood games in golf18Bowman classic s-16 cookie lines.

What is the Method of Operation for District One? The Rueben Sardius 14 Billiard series or  Fingers Telegraph24 record speed checks at 16, 33, 45 amd 78.

What is the Method of Operation for the 700 series?  Concentrate on Orange2SimeonYellow Curry tricks, 704, 666 and 777. Do not concentrate on television shows for your information.

What is the Method of Operation for  Horses vs Sharks: Choose Michigan for your Wyandotte Bears team, not A&W.

What is the Method of Sports Operation for challenging ‘elders’ in their  number 24 and under positions? Eliminate the concept that any Sunday Worship church congregation will have an elder that makes it to the final 24.

What is the Method of Operation for a Class Reaction Suit? Admit that Abbadon is God’s Chosen form of Offense, not the NFL and Green Bay.

What is the Method of Operation for District 7?  Refusal to eat unclean meats, even at  the risk of losing’friends’. Remember, the people who try to get you to follow them are not submitting to the law, and are carnal.  Add to this quality the ability to correct people in Elijah fashion after they cheat or ridicule your methods of defense against drugs and ‘unsaved sons of Baal34’ spiritual wars.

What is the Method of Operation for the Anti-holiday truth in feast Keepers?  Remind people that no one knows the day or hour of passover until the Abib1 is determined.

What is Charlotte’s new Code Blue name:  Templeton Webb City

What is the Joel Honesty Plan? Refer to the Scriptures, not Sparrow publishing.

Recalling 88 Key Players:    Marathon County wisconsin gets a failing grade for linking two seperate criminal offenses into one poorly written and actually false document in which case the ‘deputy’ and his superviser should be charged with deriliction of duty and obstructing justice.  Ignorance of the law is no defense, especially for a law enforcement  officer.Additionally, those attorneys who use or recommend that their clients use tactics that cause unecessary stress trauma in or out of the courtroom should be considered as suspect in aggravated battery  to a pre-existing condition or battery causing  new internal bodily  stress. The attorneys, especially in ‘family law’,  in our nation that makes a decent honest person hate living here when subjected to a system that rapes people of money and minimizes the implication of breaking vows and running from responsibility.

Class G Leviticus Instructions:  82+16(98)PbS gets the  red drum  fishy moves,  Maple Leafs get the Max Gail Detroit Big Beaver Lines, Blackhawks get the  19 Qoph Roman routine of C=100, Flyers get the ERs, Admirals get the 161 air trombone heads, Atlanta uses blank expressions at candy counters, University of Wisconsin Alumni keeps  Beer and badger Sieve jokes but rejects Coke Lines, Cleveland  sticks with Indian History and Detroit get the  car aand automatic6 trouble zone. Canadiens keep the 72 Cole Slaw&dog tricks.

Air boxing is an over 50, sage age born before 1962 move, not a  visual support of Barbara Boxer. If any one younger uses this move, disregard their spiritual warfare tactics.

Mike Marshall replaces RA Dickey lines. Ben Sheets34Team cannot cover Faith Hill and Tim McGraw666. Bud Selig takes the Golf communication International zone. Sheldon Souray  takes the  free Mulligan grace postition. Randy Moss and Don Majkowski are  Team Brown31Science, not Black Magic7.  Oakland Raiders and Macomb Suburban Ice is a better foundation than Wittenberg Wisconsin Basketball court system.

The above tactics are all legal and should not be considered disorderly conduct. “What the…….’ lines get a Hobbes and Tiger advantage for Ezekiel and Card game thinkers.

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Some days, times and years have provoked the 5 Wise typess to remember the past and prepare for the worst. Thinking ahead now may be too late for some, including coaches like Moke Babcock. Hearing the same lame game words from announcers and overpaid anti-holy messengers can make the true brave saints weary, but won’t change us to be like the fools. If you can’t stop from pushing easter,gambling,female companions that look and sound like a prostitute trick or treat line but are Jezebel at heart, don’t be surprised if you get mocked and a chicken gets lifted up.  A reminder that the more corageous and righteous you become in your deeds, the saved still might not understand you, but will not desire to hurt you either.  If people ask  you ‘Are you a Christian?’, tell them you believe Moses and Elijah, not Billy Graham.  This writing typifies ‘ What would a holy man or virtuous woman under attack think or say?’ You can choose any of the options and not sin:

A quick tennis point up front is needed. Defending Dany Heatley is mush easier than coming up with any spiritual defense for Shane Hendrikson&similar covenant breakers. Here’s special Iowa Basic options when people point the finger at those who have already been judged:
A) A unintentional vehicular homicide does less damage to a family than an intentional divorce mentally, financially and spiritually.
B) Facing judgment, even in a ‘no contest’ situation is better than being with an anti-Moses adulterer who supports attorneys but won’t help the Scripture-believing mother of his son.
G) Driving after 1 or 2 drinks is less dangerous than staying in a location where you might end up committing adultery with a non-drunk who is trying to seduce you.
D) Heatley is less guilty than Kevin Costner when it somes to being a deceiver and a murderer. Remember, killing the Holy Spirit is worse than accidentaly killing your friend and then being genuinely sorrowful as well as forgiven.
H) A nation(or any political state) that permits sober abortions but prosecutes traffic offenders and women who try to defend themselves from a confessed adulterer and corporate felon is hypocritcal and has unequal scales. I know the pathetic tricks that ‘law enforcement’ uses, and few, if any, in civilian paid law enforcement really support tha Good and Holy Law.

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There is no printed limit to the number in the tribe of Dan in Revelation7:4 zone, so a reasonable conclusion would be that they are not able to be numbered for their own safety and are wise enough to do the sealing of the other tribes based on the prophesy of judgment included in Genesis.

1.  There’s indecent dressing on the TV shows.

A) I should walk away from TV and go do something good(follow through helps to confirm genuine attempt to change lukewarm habits).

D) I avoid watching spiritually dead unless I have to for offense sake.

G) My brother looked better trick or treating as a New Jersey Devil in Milwaukee.(or similar truth. that would be my personal comment)

B) The last decent host was Art Linkletter.

H) That’s Herod’s Team, not the Tel Dan team.
Z) Turkey dressing would be better to put in front of the camera.

2. Some human says ‘throw some elbows’ in your game. You hope he is talking ‘Dorsey Foods’.

A) I’m out of dry pasta.

B) This is a hockey game, not a Macaroni game.

D) Bring the tuna first!

C) An Angel Hair toss is better!

G) Throw Joe Theisman!

The next questions would be in the ‘What would Marie1532 say?’

3. Someone says ‘Hit someone’ to you.

D) ‘Ok, I’ll hit you. Don’t cry or hit me back’.

C) ‘I’m not the card dealer’.

B) I don’t have collision insurance on my or your body.

A) I rather hit the puck past the goalie.

4. You see people eating shellfish and pork.
A) Kevin Bacon is not saved.

B) I hope the gospel message gets to them sooner than the Angel of Death.

D) Maxwell House is safer than eating swine.

C) At least there’s no perfect lamb going into that pagan.

A) Unclean is the broad way. I will not intake the pork habitation of demons.

5. You are thinking out loud in public.

D) Am I a distraction or guide to blind camels in public?

B) My thoughts are too clean and right to keep them to myself in here.

A)  Audibles is the old Agent Q way.

G)  If my intelligent outpourings trouble you, you can pay to relocate me.

6.  A cigarette smoker is alive and talking to you.

A) I’m allergic to your breath and yellow dye#5, not Coburn.

B) I rather smoke beef. (The football move to Trojan Talk)

C) Are you a graduate of West Point? (The biggest insult that the few understand)

D) My holy IQ forbids me from wasting money like Obama.

7.  You hear someone using obscene language.

A) Swine got your tongue?

B) Did Oprah Winfrey give you MIchael Jordan tongue?

D) Would you like to learn a new number to replace your cursings?

C) A spot might be availble for you next to John Belushi, not the Ephod Squad.

8. You see a politician’s name.

A) Any news on Abaddon’s arrival yet?

B) The real saints use ‘441’ as their name.

C) Joseph is 12th, but Mormons aren’t in the tribes of Israel.

D) Pabst Blue is true&Clean, not Jerry West .

9. People are talking about Karl Ratzinger.

A) Good thing he’s got out of Zeus and possibly into a Mercury unit by now.

B)  The skull cap and gown still work if Jesus wants to marry him now.

D)  Vince Pope won’t get left on library shelf.

10. The Rod of Iron comes up for discussion.

A) I suspect Robert Scott Smith is wiser than the Vatican staff.

B)  I love YHVH.

D) Who’s fixing the crease problem in the Little Book?

C) A Proverbs 31 woman might be the rod of Iron.

11. Someone returned to your hockey team.

A)  What’s Down? (they should say feathers)

D) Did you get the Chimney Rock Flu?

C) Were you studying 70 Weeks for a ten days?

B) Say nothing, and start humming ‘All come, all ye faithful’.

12. No one laughs at your jokes.

A) You must not be a Lord, because it says the Lord will laugh in Psalm37.

B) At least I’m not taunting the goalie like Avery.

C) Baked potatoes have eyes but not ears.

D) Do you need to go to Minnesota to understand my Superamerica lines?
 

13. Someone likes George Washington, but you like Moses and want to keep the peace is possible. Say one of the following:
A) Washington would not be afraid of 3 blue hens.

B) Can you put Jeff35 in front of George Washington for a quarterback sneak?

C) He’s in less trouble than John Hancock,Franklin and Jefferson.

D)  George Washington would get a pass out of the lake of fire before Denzel would.

14. Your past spouse broke promises; you are in financial debt because you are the vistim of a felony . You have peace with most men but no longer trust local law enforcement or elected officials to do anything good or right in God’s eyes. Continue in one of the following mindsets or get into literal spoken Word warfare mindset to rebuke the proud:

A)  Focus on Joseph’s view of what tribulation is when family choses hatred rather than the Truth.

B) Mention the ‘floating axes’ when you feel outnumbered but still are not totally fearful of the Blackhawks.

G) Get away from the magic idiots with the following idiom: ‘Saul and Garland both played with witches and lost.’

D) Richter&Bennett Double Michael Badger Low and Inside Abaddon Team

Tet) Respond with serious reality to the spiritually drunk ‘religious wrong’ (such as ‘easter’ and thinking in err that a ordination matters to a real prophet)

H) Holy Black Cow Makers and Local Single Safety Guards

V) Michael’s True Trojan Anti-Catamount 32’s (angel is 32 according to James Strong)

TS) Expanded Gad Special anti-Attorney Anti-Divorce Free Advice Group (When dining out, ask for a glass of Peace River water or Soft Water)

C) Light Western Gate Asher Unit

Y) Hasek’s Thin Blue Buffalo Crew

K) Krivokrasov’s Baseball Max Taylor Made Group

L) Last Thin Line of Lost Sheep

M) Humble Dan Mjelde’s Milwaukee Trojans

N) North Side Fifty anti-Heretic Anti-Athiest Squad

S) Sikora,Sykora and Shaw ‘Aim, Refrain and Stay on Guard’ Squad
I) Intelligent anti-Congress Issachar Squad
Hg) Zelma Lea’s True Brown Tough Anti-Rottier DARE Bear Group

DDFence Emet is a serious title and name. I only wonder why the Truth has so few who desire it, and why falsehoods and ungodly people become a ‘hero’ to so many.

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